give me a B,give me an L,give me another L,give me a Y,whats that spell?

So this story is kind of weird to tell,and its ǎ litlle complicated too..
So here goes...
I have a not-so-cousin his name is Billy
He's way cute!! :3
He's 15,and he's on the 10th grade
And so,I have ǎ crush on him
But,I'm ǎ little confused
So my granpa has 3 daughters,and billy's mom is my grandpa's
Niece
And billy's mom is my mom's aunt
But,still billy's my now so cousin!
Ooooh!!I really like him!
I wish I could talk to him
Everytime I wanna see him,I get so excited.
But,when I'm sitting next to him
I freeze...
Ugh..what am I gonna do.. -___-"
Oh well,there's always ǎ next year!
:>
Love you BILLY... :*