and here comes the....

Okay and so,I feel so very very left out
Yeah sick of being so very left out
Yeah,they only "need" me when they "need" me
So,can't anyone feel left out! Well I certainly do
And I'm gonna cry right now,and I'm so saf
Why why!!!!!!
Sorry, I can't post to long...
Crying here :'( (˘̩̩̩.˘̩ƪ)

glee hiatus!!!

Okay,since I've been away from glee for a few weeks now
I miss it so bad!!!
I'm suffering the glee hiatus!!
But,to be honest,I'm not really updating my blog to brag
About my glee hiatus,I'm here to talk about me life
Since my blog's not really "private" anymore,I'm gonna make another one
And NO ONE can know about it...
Because I'm gonna write all about the stuff that I've been going through lately
Huh.. Well okay I guess I'm just gonna write about glee
Yeah, I know...from my blog title it was supposed to be all about glee/cory monteith♥
But,sorry I'm not in a mood to write about glee
I really really wanna write about my life right now!!!
Gaaaah!!!what is wrong?!kaysofirstshewasallniceandthatbutknowshedoesnteven
Acknowladgemyexistence!!
Why is it always like this?!
Well,see ya later!

bite me!

SOMEONE PLEASE TAKE ME NOW!
I'm shivering,I'm panicking,I'm crying inside yikes
Yeah,so maybe she's unfair
She's always mad at me when I have friends around
But,when she has friends around I don't get mad at all
Wth is wrong?!
Okay,right now is like writing in the freezer
Cause its like so cold in here
Okay,so maybe I am still panicing about thw whole ipad thing..and maybe I'll write
Bad words now... 3 2 1
Shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit
Aaaaaaah!!!!!!! Still panicking bitch!
I'm feeling like screaming bad words now
But,I can't because I'm with my little friends
Shit bitch!!!!!!!
Help meee!!!!! O_O

panic mode: on!

Okay,god bless this blog...
Because I have 0 followers
So I'm free to write anything I want!!! ƪ(ˇ▼ˇ)¬
But that's crap okay so I'm just gonna get to the point
I'm at my friend's house and I'm totally panicing
Its like I was playing her ipad and the suddenly it broke down
Its like it had a mental meltdown I don't even know what happened
Since I was the last one who actually touched it
So of course they'll blame me (duh,its obvious)
Now,I'm totally panicing because of the god damn ipad
So,let me tell you DO NOT DOWNLOAD "Nanosaur 2"
Yeah,that's the frickkin' game I was playing when the ipad broke down
So,please plase Allah,make the ipad work again!!!!
I'm panicing panicing panicing
My only trusted online diary is my blog
Because my tumblr has followers O_O
Aaaaaaaa!!!!! *scream* *faints* *wake up* *looks at ipad* "shit!its still not working" *faints*
*wake up* *writing on blog* okay, I'm totally panicing SOMEONE HELP MEEEEEEEE!!!

biopolar much? :P

Hey,ever thought of running away from home because your
Biopolar mom?!
Well I do,because I don't know why my mom keeps yelling at me..
Oh how I miss my dad...because he never yells at me...
But my mom? She may be thw one who gave me birth and stuff
But I kinda hate her,she won't stop yapping and stuff
Yeah yeah,can it mom!
From now on,I'm just gonna call her "ibu" or "mother"
Because from the 3 sisters,she's the most annoying,and irritating one
Ugh,because she's not like the others
The others fun,and not all mean like that
I feel so left out
I hate her when she yells at me...
All there is inside my head when she's yelling at me
"Yeah,yeah blah blah blah,can iiiit,can I put a sock up in your mouth"
Yeah!that's the truth..
Don't mean to be rude mother...
But... STOP YELLING AT ME! >:o

"furt" (2.08)

I don't know why I love this episode so much!
Especially the song "marry you" and "just the way you are"
Is so cool...
Especially that cute and hunk-a-licious CORY MONTEITH♥
I don't know why I love that guy so much
Maybe its because he's hot and I'm obsessed with hie
Eyes,hair,and especially that half-crooked smile :*
Aaaaah!!! He looks so cute!
But, I'm looking forward to the christmas episode though!
Well,nothing else to say
Well, don't stop believing!!!

you stupid little dwarf

*sigh* I guess I'm just tired of twitter
Maybe I should delete this one and make a new one
Because I can't stand this "friend" of mine who's always
Ruining my day
He always mocks me and stuff
And I know he's scared inside so what evs
Like I care?
I don't know why he hates me
I guess he's kind of like karofsky
And I'm kurt
Ugh,I hate him but,it doesn't matter
I'm not gonna do anything so it'll look like I'm innocent
HAHA
I'm completely out of words
Even einstein couldn't describe that little devil dwarf ¬_¬

stupid dwarf!

Hello!!!
So sorry I haven't updated my blog in a really long time
I've been busy with stuff hehe
Okey so here's goes

So,I have this "friend" his name is adiyat
But we call him kentir it means CRAZY in javanese
Ugh
I hate him now!he's insane
And he won't leave me alone! :P :P
So he's a bad influance on everyone!
Now the entire class is pulling away from me and nada :(
I know
But,I'll just let him have his fun
He'll get tired ¬_¬
And I'm madly in love with this guy named
RICKY!♥ ♥ ƪ(♥⌣♥)ʃ
He's so cute!
He's tall,and smart,and cute,and he's a basketball player,too!
♥ ♥ ♥
I.L.Y.S.M RckyDhrmPtr♥

i cant handle copypigs...

So here goes...
I have a very annoying cousin
She always copy me...
Like ǎ few days ago,I bought this necklace
It has this really cool empirial chinese thing
And then...SHE BOUGHT THE SAME THING!
Damn you!
I hate her so much!

give me a B,give me an L,give me another L,give me a Y,whats that spell?

So this story is kind of weird to tell,and its ǎ litlle complicated too..
So here goes...
I have a not-so-cousin his name is Billy
He's way cute!! :3
He's 15,and he's on the 10th grade
And so,I have ǎ crush on him
But,I'm ǎ little confused
So my granpa has 3 daughters,and billy's mom is my grandpa's
Niece
And billy's mom is my mom's aunt
But,still billy's my now so cousin!
Ooooh!!I really like him!
I wish I could talk to him
Everytime I wanna see him,I get so excited.
But,when I'm sitting next to him
I freeze...
Ugh..what am I gonna do.. -___-"
Oh well,there's always ǎ next year!
:>
Love you BILLY... :*

attack of the frennemy...

I have an annoying friend
Her name is ****
She just can't see other people being happy
She has this urge to destroy other peoples dream.
I've always been there supporting her.
Why can't she JUST FOR ONCE support me.
And she always mocks me and make fun of me on twitter in front of her friends.
Which makes me think she's ǎ little desperado.
In my mind,when she was writing stuff on twitter
I think to myself...
"Does she know I'm bilingual,BECAUSE I SPEAK BITCH TOO!"
Man!can she just for once stop doing that!
Gosh!!!why does she need to tell her friends too?
Oh right,she's desperado...
Man I really hate her now..
After all these years that we've spent together...
She mocks my brother ǎ lot too...
I've never mocked her sister..
Why does she need to be so mean?
Is this it?
The end of our friendship?
I think its time to let go and move on..
BYE BYE BITCH!

happy to be at 177

i cant believe i just moved to a cooler school.
this school is way cool!
they have cheerleader as an extraculicular activity
i wanna join beacause its been my dream
well, i cant say anything ,much...
:P

im obsessed with CORY ALLAN MONTEITH

why am i obsessed with Cory Monteith you ask?
because he's so cool and so cute!
you all know he plays as Finn Hudson on the FOX hit TV show GLEE
well, i think in real live he's even cooler!
he's such a cool inspiration
i didn't realize once he played in a horror movie called "whisper"
and i had that movie for years and i didn't realize that he played in that movie!
how cool is that!
on the FOX hit GLEE he plays as Finn Hudson the quarterback and the male lead in McKinley High School, he's kind of an idiot there, but he rocks!
every time he sings i cant take my eyes off of him!
i dont know why i like him so much,every one says i'm too obsessed with him
well, what do they know!?
he's an AWESOME guy!
and I LOVE YOU CORY MONTEITH!!!! :*

FASHION ICON---->GLEE GUYS!

FASHION ICON---->GLEE:DIANNA AGRON AND LEA MICHELE

these are a few clothes i made inspired by dianna!
and also lea michele...

my Inspiration!!! DIANNA AGRON!

I LOVE DIANNA AGRON

my pics with the glee cast

glee FUNK

A TON OF REASONS I LOVE GLEE!

i think glee is a really inspiring TV series
because before i watched glee, i was this un confident and uncaring kind of girl
but, i saw the commercial and i instantly loved it! i never loved and obsessed with
a show this much!
i love musicals so much!
and i learned its okay just to be me, it doesnt matter what other people think
and i have a quote from glee thats so inpiring: "being a part of something special, makes you special"-Rachel Berry A.K.A Lea Michele (1.1)
now, i motivate myself by saying that when im feeling left out or invisible
and glee has tought me a valuble live lesson, "when you believe in yourself,you dont have to bring other people down"-Quinn Fabray A.K.A Dianna Agron
yup! i believed in that so much...
glee is not only a musical TV show but,it teaches you to be proud of who you are
sometimes reputations are important,but sometimes there are more important things than reputations.
"it takes years of hard work to build a good reputation,but only seconds to destroy it"-Will Schuester A.K.A Matthew Morrison
yup! thats right, sometimes i feel like glee is my whole life
i know somehow i can be a part of something special and glee has tought me everything i know about life...
thanks GLEE for teaching me a couple of valuble life lessons...



Dont forget to watch it: wednesdays @9.00 pm, on starworld

bad habit of sleeping late at night

i have a really bad habit of sleeping really late at night
like yesterday i was at alamanda
and i couldnt sleep until 2 o'clock in the morning
then, i only slept for 3 hours
boy thats a bad habit, like now im makin a new post this late!
gosh! i dont know why i cant feel tired anymore
its like my brain wont shut up!
im thinking about: cory monteith,my school,my report card,GLEE,and a relationship with my not so friend friend and not so boyfriend friend!
i dont know why!? geez, i wish i dont have this stupid habit of sleeping really late at night, somehow i wanna get rid of it but i cant!
everytime i sleep in my cousins house that i havent seen for a long time
this akways happens
and the habit of being hungry in the middle of the night!
itrs too depressing even just to talk about it!
sometimes i dont now where i got this habit from!
its really bad!
i have to get rid of it somehow!?
hmm, but how??????????????
*growl*
thats the sound of my stomache right now!
aw god im hungry!
im hungry and this is the weird part
when i'm feeling sleepy i wanna go to bed, but at the time i reach my bed i couldnt sleep at all!
see thats so weird!
well, gotta go now..trying tp go to sleep

Cory Screen savers

still cory!

more of cory monteith

since i love him so so much heres more of his pics!

glee's polyvore

heres a few

cory Allan monteith

cory monteith...
just by saying that name i wanna scream out loud
he's so cute! i love him
he plays in the lead role of Finn Hudson in FOX's hit series GLEE
ah...he's so cool
here's a few pics of him
mwah mwah! :*